I am going to record a blog tonight, if it isn’t too dark by the time I get home! I also plan on posting the age-old Dishonored video I have ready to post. Not today fotlr that, but very soon. I am kind of finally crawling out of my low low phase. I am not actually at home right now, just chilling with my best friend finding motivation and hope, ya know? Anyways, keep an eye out for future videos, I am working hard! Just not getting very far yet.
Okay, so I am currently recording (cannot promise any videos right now because I am recording Rainbow Six siege, and most of what I have right now is literally just age-long matchmaking screens. Anyways, plus I am doing that because I was trying to fix my recording program (kept slowing down the game, or it wasn’t recording the videos properly), which I think I now have the issue fixed.
And I also know I have not posted in ages either. I got into a slump (as I do struggle with mild depression and bipolar disorder) and I just didn’t do anything. I can admit that it was a problem of mine, but this is something that takes time for me. Which now, I am officially going to record a ton of footage of several things, and save that for when I am in a slump and it is easy to just post it. I would say I am sorry for not posting, but really what good does that do? It doesn’ t fix it, I just have to start posting again. That is literally all I need to do.
So, hopefully in the next week or two, I will have some new stuff to be posted.
Whoohoo! It is the fourth day in a row, I think, of me making these posts! I have a Dead by Daylight video being uploaded currently, so that should be up not too much longer than this post itself. I don’t really have many updates for the updates box right now, but I might end up updating that later today. Depends. But tomorrow will be a vlog day, as I know for certain, I also finished my first floral scarf, so I will most definitely showcase that in my vlog tomorrow. Today, I also worked in the garden, I am sore already from weed whacking all the weeds down (they had gotten tall) and now all I have to do is create flower beds for my tomatoes this year. I also intend on growing much more this year. The garden is my second way of exercise in my house, as the first is yoga, which I did do this morning as well. I got up not long after seven this morning to do yoga and make my coffee. I also had a nice hearty breakfast. I plan on keeping up with all of this, because I want to have a nice beautiful garden this year, that I hope to keep alive as well (I just need to get outside even in the summer to tend to it). I have also started re-reading the series of books called A Series of Unfortunate Events (I read it before in fifth grade like 8 years ago, so I vaguely remember it?) so that when I watch the TV show on Netflix I can compare (I don’t want any spoilers, I want to finish re-reading the series and watch it). I just remember really liking the books. I am on the fourth one currently, and there are thirteen of them. I will update on that tomorrow as well in my vlog. Anyways, gotta finish up some things, and I will write again tomorrow! 😀
Today I woke up a little later than I would have liked to (for whatever reason I could not fall asleep). That seriously does not matter anyways. I have a blog post to write, and I have ideas in my head. I think I will keep up this pattern that I have, I am really liking how this is working for me. It makes me feel like I am actually getting stuff done. I feel like I am making some progress that I otherwise would not have realized, I see the evidence with all the stuff I have been posting. That and I just really like writing the Daily Shenanigans post for whatever reason. I think it is a great way for me to brain dump all these things in my head so that I can make a clearer plan. Planning has never been easier for me. I love this. With that said, I think that is all for my little tidbit here. I have a garden to tend to (aka, I have to get rid of a LOT of weeds :/).
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