Okay, so I am currently recording (cannot promise any videos right now because I am recording Rainbow Six siege, and most of what I have right now is literally just age-long matchmaking screens. Anyways, plus I am doing that because I was trying to fix my recording program (kept slowing down the game, or it wasn’t recording the videos properly), which I think I now have the issue fixed.
And I also know I have not posted in ages either. I got into a slump (as I do struggle with mild depression and bipolar disorder) and I just didn’t do anything. I can admit that it was a problem of mine, but this is something that takes time for me. Which now, I am officially going to record a ton of footage of several things, and save that for when I am in a slump and it is easy to just post it. I would say I am sorry for not posting, but really what good does that do? It doesn’ t fix it, I just have to start posting again. That is literally all I need to do.
So, hopefully in the next week or two, I will have some new stuff to be posted.
Whoohoo! It is the fourth day in a row, I think, of me making these posts! I have a Dead by Daylight video being uploaded currently, so that should be up not too much longer than this post itself. I don’t really have many updates for the updates box right now, but I might end up updating that later today. Depends. But tomorrow will be a vlog day, as I know for certain, I also finished my first floral scarf, so I will most definitely showcase that in my vlog tomorrow. Today, I also worked in the garden, I am sore already from weed whacking all the weeds down (they had gotten tall) and now all I have to do is create flower beds for my tomatoes this year. I also intend on growing much more this year. The garden is my second way of exercise in my house, as the first is yoga, which I did do this morning as well. I got up not long after seven this morning to do yoga and make my coffee. I also had a nice hearty breakfast. I plan on keeping up with all of this, because I want to have a nice beautiful garden this year, that I hope to keep alive as well (I just need to get outside even in the summer to tend to it). I have also started re-reading the series of books called A Series of Unfortunate Events (I read it before in fifth grade like 8 years ago, so I vaguely remember it?) so that when I watch the TV show on Netflix I can compare (I don’t want any spoilers, I want to finish re-reading the series and watch it). I just remember really liking the books. I am on the fourth one currently, and there are thirteen of them. I will update on that tomorrow as well in my vlog. Anyways, gotta finish up some things, and I will write again tomorrow! 😀
Today I woke up a little later than I would have liked to (for whatever reason I could not fall asleep). That seriously does not matter anyways. I have a blog post to write, and I have ideas in my head. I think I will keep up this pattern that I have, I am really liking how this is working for me. It makes me feel like I am actually getting stuff done. I feel like I am making some progress that I otherwise would not have realized, I see the evidence with all the stuff I have been posting. That and I just really like writing the Daily Shenanigans post for whatever reason. I think it is a great way for me to brain dump all these things in my head so that I can make a clearer plan. Planning has never been easier for me. I love this. With that said, I think that is all for my little tidbit here. I have a garden to tend to (aka, I have to get rid of a LOT of weeds :/).
I did some stuff today! I did not get to really record another video like I had hoped, but I managed to edit one I recorded earlier this week (perhaps Saturday or Sunday) and record a vlog for the day (I am seriously running low on time). I also ran some errands today, some stuff just needs to get done! You should be able to see the vlog long before this post goes up, and I have high hopes about my channel right now. I have been feeling a little lazy these last few days but I plan to amend that very soon as I start waking up earlier in the day just for the purpose of getting things done, today was definitely a shit day, to be perfectly honest, as nothing went as I had planned. That is completely okay, plans change, and I just have to work with what I got. I also hope to keep making these posts, keep things updated, and regular. I keep forgetting to write for the day, so this definitely counts, as I have so many plans and so many ideas. Keep an eye out for some new #wipwednesday posts as well, I will start updating about my crochet like that as well. I hope for the best for today, I will write again tomorrow! 🙂
Today is a pretty exciting day, I am gonna be getting a new computer, and it is for gaming, unlike my laptop (which is what I have been using for my videos). I am also getting a software to edit my videos as well as a new microphone for my videos. I am also getting a webcam for it and I have a Bluetooth keyboard and mouse as well as some decent speakers. I am going to have a little set up in my room! I think that I am finally making a step forward with my channel, I hope to get some new videos up next month, especially of Dead By Daylight since I couldn’t really record it easily with my laptop (there is only so much you can do with a four-year-old laptop). That thing is so old, and I even got to the point where I decorated it with stickers that were fun. Anyways, I am also moving my decorative curtains and fairy lights over to be around my desk so that it kind of dulls the noise I make. The neighbor does not like the noise I make, even during the day (the guys is just weird, to be honest). But I am hoping to piss him off less to avoid problems, you know? I don’t like dealing with conflict, especially if it can be easily solved. I have been working on this blanket for a while as well. I am getting closer to being done with it as well!
Okay, so today I focused on my writing. I finished my February layout for my bullet journal, I know January is not quite over yet, but I should really be a little more prepared to do things, especially now that I am trying to be more productive. I got in my pocket Leucchturm, I got it for work. I got it mainly because I wanted something more organized/well made so that it won’t fall apart. And I went through the work day pretty okay, so yeah, this post is written quite a bit later today, but that is okay. At least I am remembering it!
Anyways, onto the subject of my videos, I am not going to be able to get anything up until at least Monday, I think. I don’t really get another day off until Saturday (but even that is up in the air). But next Sunday (the 5th), I have the whole week off until that Saturday (the 11th), so I should definitely take that time to have a video Monday and Friday, as well as be able to record several more pre-recorded so I have a little something to post! With that said, I am going to enjoy my dinner and get on with the crocheting I am working on.